MangoChutney94

I'm sorry I shouted, I'm sorry I lied, I'm sorry I allowed tears to fall from your beautiful eyes. I'm sorry I upset you, I'm sorry your heart bled, I'm sorry if on false intentions I led. I'm sorry I ignored you, I'm sorry you cried, I'm sorry that I hurt you, but please know that I tried. Forgive me I wronged you, I caused you to fear, and re-calculate someone who once you held dear. Forget my pleas for forgiveness, I know I deserve none, After all I've done my repairing has just begun. Fall again into my arms and let me rock you to sleep, Alas even if it is me that you do not keep. Throw me back to the gutter which is where I deserve,

Uncurl your wings, let me see you soar high. Beautiful child of mine - though time speeds by, the bond that unites us remains ever divine, and your dreams are written in the bright stars that align. My world revolves around loving you, and praying that you love me too. I've promised all that I can, but I can't stop time. So when, my darling, you reach your prime, and you open your heart - please let them be true. Faithful, truthful and devoted in all that they do. When you find a true love and together you fly, though I'll be on solid ground, my love for you will never die.

You sit in the dark on your own, though you're scared of being alone, with The Voices inside of your head. They holler and shout inside, knowing that for eternity you'll never hide, and the thought of it fills you with dread. So you sit with your music and phone, pretend you're not alone and at home, while all of their hatred you're fed. When the silence seems too far away, deep down inside you see no need to stay, and from your arms thick red liquid is bled. Lying desperately tired on the floor, thinking 'well what do I have to live for?' so through uncertain water you tread. Wondering why your own voice you never hear, the fear of the